Poetry in the woods!
Sunday, June 6, 2021
Saturday, June 5, 2021
Favorite May Reads Part 2
For the past few months I have been reading with two of my nieces through Facetime each week. Autumn just finished first grade and Harper just finished second grade. We've been reading a lot of early chapter books aka transitional chapter books, and I've really enjoyed learning more about this special kind of book. Reading with my nieces is also one of the things I most look forward to. It's been a great way to connect with them since we live so far away from each other. They live in Arizona!
I've been reading every early chapter book series I can get my hands on. I've read a few series I did not like at all (sorry not sorry Magical Bunnies). There have also been a couple books I've read with Harper that were surprisingly challenging (Nancy Clancy comes to mind). Most of the series have been fun to explore and a couple are true gems. Too Small Tola, which I mentioned yesterday, is at the top of the list. I also love Ivy & Bean and the Zoey and Sassafras series, which I'll talk about in this post.
Here are the rest of the amazing books I read in May:
Kiyoshi's Walk by Mark Karlins and illustrated by Nicole Wong (Picture Book)
Friday, June 4, 2021
Favorite May Reads Part 1
I've been reading SO much and so many excellent books I am behind on everything else in my life.
This will be a double post!
Get Your Community Moving by Jenn Carson (Adult Nonfiction)

Saturday, May 29, 2021
thunderstorm date and Walk & Read
Sometimes it's totally worth it to go gallivanting around in a thunderstorm. As long as it involves a certain curly-haired husband and two furry lovelies.
Before this week's Walk & Read, Robert, the pups, and I visited the park to check it out. It was Thompson Park in downtown Overland Park, and we enjoyed watching a beautiful thunderstorm roll in.
Josie and Margo (AKA Goper) returned to help set up the Walk & Read. They did pretty well but managed to slobber all over a small child who didn't seem to upset when the dogs slimed her.
Friday, May 21, 2021
mostly smells but there's another bird poem in here too
Check out The Wrath-Bearing Tree for two of my poems, "My childhood smelled like" and "Surprise Dawn."
There is strong evidence that our sense of smell is more closely linked with memory than our other senses. And this has always been the case for me. Whether my grandma's lilacs actually soaked up the booze or it was the faint yet constant hum of booze in the air from the bar next door, I'll never know. But when I smell lilacs I always smell a little booze too and I am right back at my grandma's house listening to the honky tonk music from the bar next door.
I also loved smelling one of our dog's feet. Really! Her name was Surely Not a Cat (Surely for short) and her feet smelled just like fire. As a kid, it made perfect sense to me. She ran so fast I was sure her paws could start a fire. No other dog's feet have ever smelled the same. When people asked my mom what kind of dog Surely was, my mom said she was "poodle, pom, and terror." This also made sense to me because she was a little terror, a real beast of a little dog, with so much attitude and spunk. It took an embarrassing amount of time before I realized my mom was saying, "poodle, pom, and terrier."
But do I hear that as an adult? Nope. I can hear my mom's voice, plain as day, saying, "poodle, pom, and terror." And I hear that every time I smell fire.
Oh and the smell of the lake! Nothing beats it. Every once in a while I catch a whiff of it and there's only happiness with that. Good feelings galore.
I also have fond memories of the junkyards my brothers and I frequented with my dad. I enjoy the smell of oil, grease, tar, mold, and funk, but maybe not the old refrigerator kind. Mostly because they represent a kind of paradise filled with things to take apart and machines filled with treasure - forgotten coins and circuit boards with diodes in every color. Oh and I love the smell of drywall and fresh timber thanks to the first house I ever lived in, which was a trailer with an add-on that took all the years I lived in it to complete (at least this is how I remember it). I rarely mind the noise of construction sites because they bring back all those memories.
I can go on and on and I bet you can too now that I've got you thinking about what your memories smell like. What kind of smells bring up memories for you? I hope they're happy ones!
Sunday, May 16, 2021
Squishy Tulips
When I watched the Movie, What Dreams May Come for the first time it was during a time when I was unbearably alone. I was just realizing that after years of trying to fit in and win the affection, pride, and love from loved ones and adults I respected, it just wasn't ever going to happen. It was a crushing and nearly devastating realization that nearly consumed me. It took a really long time for me to feel comfortable with being alone, not really fitting in anywhere, and surrendering the extraordinary and exhausting effort of trying to make the people I loved and respected feel the same way about me.
Thankfully I have found a few extraordinary people along the way who have helped me feel more comfortable with myself. It was just enough support to propel me into a new life.
Watching What Dreams May Come was a pivotal moment for me. When I saw the scene where Robin Williams "wakes up" in heaven and he's inside one of his wife's paintings that's still wet, I was completely overcome with so many emotions, but mostly relief, and also, this fragile sense of connection. For several years when I was a child and teenager several of my dreams were comprised of wet paint. Most of these dreams were pleasant and I didn't think a whole lot about them until Robin Williams woke up in heaven in a field of flowers created by his wife. It was the same field of flowers I had seen numerous times while sleeping. For me, it was a field of tulips in every color.
It didn't matter who wrote the scene or why. What mattered is that it brought to life something I thought only existed in my mind. It meant that there were others out there who thought like me and maybe had dreams comprised of wet paint. More importantly, it meant that I was not alone.
Though I haven't had a dream comprised of wet paint in many years, the name of my blog is a reminder of that special moment when a cheesy Robin Williams movie saved my life.
I've wanted to create an embroidered banner for this blog for a long time, but the task felt too daunting. Finally, last spring, at the beginning of the pandemic, I took the time to look for the perfect tulips. I took several pictures and just like magic, one picture stood out.
This is the first piece I've made for myself and I'm not really sure what I'm going to do with it. If I don't frame it I'll probably take it out every now and then and wonder who else is out there waiting for a sign to keep going. I know I'm one of many creating those signs. And I'll keep making them, no matter the response.
Saturday, May 8, 2021
Favorite April Reads Part 2
Amal Unbound by Aisha Saeed (Juvenile Fiction)
Barnabus and his friends are failed projects who live below the Perfect Pets shop. When they learn they are going to be recycled they decide to break out of the individual glass jars they live in and help each other escape. The journey to freedom is perilous but through teamwork, friendship, and persistence they find a better life. At the end of the story the Fan brothers let their readers know that there are still struggles ahead, but that the family of imperfect pets can overcome anything when they do it together. The illustrations are incredible. Each page is filled with so much detail and the imperfect pets are all unique and so lovable. The story is also beautifully told and though it's a thick picture book, it's not too wordy. My favorite moment is when the imperfect pets help free each other from their glass jars and their names are all listed - names like Bumble Bear and Bottle Mogs. I couldn't help myself. I read the whole page aloud and then started the book over again and read it aloud. It's one of those books that has it all.
Friday, May 7, 2021
Favorite April Reads Part 1
I'm a few days late posting my favorite April Reads but there's been a lot going on here. I started working at the library more beginning this week (fun!) and have been spending a lot of time outside soaking up all the beautiful weather before it gets humid and sticky here. But there is always time for reading, and I read a lot of great books in April - so many great books this will be two posts.
Sugar in Milk by Thrity Umrigar and illustrated by Khoa Le (Picture Book)
Tuesday, May 4, 2021
Turkey Vulture and his friend, Mauve Chair (who is really just the embodiment of David Attenborough)
I have been working on this turkey vulture so long she is almost real to me. I've caught myself talking to her a few times! Too much paint and glue fumes and not enough tea breaks.
Just like a collage, this piece came to me in pieces. First, I saw a vulture in my neighborhood, which is crazy because I've never seen one. I live in the suburbs and vultures just don't hang out here. Then, a few days later, I saw one of the ugliest chairs I've ever seen sitting next to a dumpster. What little upholstery left on the chair was this horrid 90s mauve, and there was just something oddly special about it. I remember telling Robert, who was walking with me, that we needed to stop and stare at the chair for a minute. That night the chair and vulture were part of a dream that I woke up and hurriedly wrote down. Unfortunately, it was not poem material. But I wondered if I could capture what the dream was trying to tell me through collage, and I think I did!
The collage was originally going to be mostly paper and very little paint. However, I just couldn't get the paper to recreate what I saw in my dream. It was that two steps forward and one step backwards kind of work that involves a lot of poking and squishing paper. It was one of those pieces that required a lot of brain power, but it was also thrilling to see something that only existed in a dream slowly come to life. Especially since I couldn't draw it very well each time I tried to sketch it. Drawing is hard!
Now it's time for the vulture to fly away and make room for the next project.
Sunday, April 18, 2021
soaking up the sunshine
We've been spending every moment we can outside, hiking, biking, and walking. If we're not racing to soak up all the sunshine, we're sleeping. And working a little too. 😁
Yesterday, I put up the second Poetry Walk for National Poetry Month at a park in Overland Park - South Lake Park. Even though it was raining, the air was crisp and the geese were honking their fluffy butts off. You can't beat getting paid to take walks at parks and hang out with geese.
Margo and Josie both love bicycling.














































